i dont know but i think you've kinda been listening to alot of marilyn manson recently, i beileve you need to like fix yourself up a bit, you faggot
marilyn manson may seem like one of the most darkest but coolest shit you'd ever heard in your life but my nigga, you need to go out every now and then geg, it's kinda not that too hard, you may somehow experience a bit of a emotional break for a bit but sometimes you just need to do it somehow