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i went out for dinner with my main family (parents, grandparents etc) it was kind of going fine until my dad started to talked to my grandparents about them getting me an autism diagnosis, and saying i have autism and stuff. they were mostly speaking in russian, but i understood parts of it to know what they were talking about. i started getting really nervous and for the first time, i had a breakdown infront of my entire family, and in public. i felt both embarrassed and sad over this and that i don't really know what happened. i went to target with my dad and he wanted me to verbally talk to him, i only wanted to respond in shaking my head but i felt so overloaded by my emotions that i felt really embarrassed, and i felt like i was being treated as some kid. i felt really depressed for awhile and i got home like an hour ago after this all happened. they said they support me and all but i still am worried that in the future they might try to throw me into some sort of group home or even in some ward. it's just all really sad and overwhelming for me right now
