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After about two years of being chemically lobotomized by the drugs Risperidone and Aripiprazole i will finally start to feel normal again during the course of the next month. i admit that i can't just blame the two drugs for everything, but recently i decided to research what they actually do and i was kinda creeped out. im on risperidone for "irritability associated with autism" (funny thing is that it never helped) and the aripiprazole solely to keep my prolactin down.
these medications have robbed me of happiness, motivation, some intellectual capacity, friendships, basically just a lot of stuff. i am an idiot for taking them for so long because i blindly trusted le experts. there have been days where i struggled just getting out of bed and ive asked myself several times about what i have to live for
anyway i dont really know what to do right now. i am just wondering if you guys know anyone who took antipsychotics or really any high-caliber medication for "le mental illness". people like to bitch about SSRIs but those are childs play. ive probably got a few years taken off my lifespan and now my chances of developing dementia are a lot higher. i cant even do math beyond 5th grade tier stuff anymore, whereas in 7th grade i was invited to take the SAT for some gifted program since i did better than 95% of kids on a state test. its hard for me to form sentences now
i feel like joe biden even doe im 19
these medications have robbed me of happiness, motivation, some intellectual capacity, friendships, basically just a lot of stuff. i am an idiot for taking them for so long because i blindly trusted le experts. there have been days where i struggled just getting out of bed and ive asked myself several times about what i have to live for
anyway i dont really know what to do right now. i am just wondering if you guys know anyone who took antipsychotics or really any high-caliber medication for "le mental illness". people like to bitch about SSRIs but those are childs play. ive probably got a few years taken off my lifespan and now my chances of developing dementia are a lot higher. i cant even do math beyond 5th grade tier stuff anymore, whereas in 7th grade i was invited to take the SAT for some gifted program since i did better than 95% of kids on a state test. its hard for me to form sentences now
i feel like joe biden even doe im 19