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Nihilma

Nihilma

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Update !!!!!! ::baba::
I mean not really a huge update but yeah so I had a realization of sorts
I actually don't like psychology that much like it's interesting you tell me this part of the brain activates when we stimulate this sense or something like that and I go ooooooh but you're never gonna find me actively searching up psychology stuff, listening to podcasts about psychology or reading books about it like that's torture for me.
Like it's an interesting subject but it isn't my passion I think.

I realize that I have no hype to go learn stuff about psychology, and most of my time spent in my free time, if it isn't relaxation, it's usually spent learning about theology and stuff. I love theology.

So I'm pondering finishing this year and packing my things. Honestly college is a weird thing, I'm not sure I'm too fond of it. Even for a guy like me who gets to study for a grand total of zero dollars since I live in France, like it's honestly just a waste of my time I think.
I don't know what to do next though, I have two big choices :
- Either I go full on into theology and become a pastor after studying for a while
- Or I join my father and mother in their restaurant project.

I've inherited the love for cooking of my father and I probably live in the best country to start a restaurant, I also have some experience and again great learning opportunities eveywhere around me.
But I'm very much an intellectual guy, not to mean I'm smart in any way but I like thinking, reading, writing, debating and stuff. And my long dream has been to write stuff. So I don't know if cooking will give me enough time to do this.

I'm a bit perplexed, what do the few of you guys who care think ?
 
That restaurant thing sounds very nice tbh, I'd go for that if I were you. But I don't know the first thing about writing, so obviously I'm very biased.
 
Hagon said:
That restaurant thing sounds very nice tbh, I'd go for that if I were you. But I don't know the first thing about writing, so obviously I'm very biased.
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Thanks for your input Hagon. Writing is a thing that seems a to depend a lot on the writer in question, as with everything art related tbh.
So I'll see how it works out for me, and if it doesn't then whatever.
But yeah I'm starting to think that the restaurant thing might also be the best option
 
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This is my 3,000th post.
Weird that I used to be the most active user on this shit blog with such numbers.
I've certainly been surpassed in terms of obsession it seems.

Anyway small update : I'm currently looking for an apprenticeship in a "pâtisserie", which could be called a pastry shop if that even exists outside of France. Since I want to learn correctly and have top tier knowledge and experience in the field, I am currently trying to search in the best pâtisseries there are. I woke up super early today to give my Curriculum Vitae and motivation letter to a very renowned pâtisserie of my region, in a town next to mine. Had to pay the train to get there, it was a bit of a hastle.
Anyway, I come there super early, before the store opens, and I get in as it opens. I say my pitch, saying I'm a student looking for an apprenticeship as part of my reorientation, bla bla....
>Yeah so we don't take physical resumes anymore you have to do everything online, have a nice day.
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Came back to tell a quick story about how much of a dumbass I am.
Had to do my laundry today, but since I live on my university campus, in a student room that has nothing but a bedroom and a bathroom, I have to go to a laundromat using a tramway.
I am a very speedy person and obsess over optimizing my time whenever I'm not procrastinating like a retard. This however leads me to do stupid shit.
So I go the laundromat, put everything in the laundry, pay the two machines (30 degrees celcius and 60 degrees celcius), quickly get out to catch the next tramway back home, deposit the laundry powder soap and another product I use and quickly go back to the tramway to try and get to the laundromat before the laundry finishes.
I do all of this in perfect timing, takes approximately 15 minutes therefore. If the tramways don't perfectly align, it can take much longer.

Anyway, I go back to check on my laundry.
>Check on the machine
>Realize I forgot to press start
>Paid 6 euros for nothing award
>Wasted 15 minutes award
 
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There's a good non zero chance that I convert to eastern orthodoxy in the future.
I've spent so much time in the monastery I don't even count anymore. The life and theology of eastern orthodoxy is what really attracts me, although it is a bit harder for me to convert if I do so for, unlike most of converts of the modern age, I don't have many problems with my current faith.
I never "fell out", or got massively disappointed by my faith, I just find eastern orthodoxy more complete. It's a bit hard ngl.

I participated in the chaos of the 4cuck debacle on the sharty today, was fun.
I realized it was way more fun than whenever I check back up on here, but yeah that's another story.
I'm probably not going to come back here and be massively active again. So while I'm at it, Broot and Doll already know this but @Joe Biden is my alt account. I created it while I was a mod to counter attack Konata's reaction nuking of @lifesucksthenyoudie. Never got banned so I started baiting on it.

Anyway, apart from that, I'm soon gonna finally leave college, and it's also about time to start hiking again, so I'll send photos maybe.
Anyway, God bless.
 
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Here as a proof, if you will. This is the view of probably "le massif des écrins" or "les 2 alpes", I'm not too sure, but it's a view from the mountian chain called "belledone".
 
Nihilma said:
There's a good non zero chance that I convert to eastern orthodoxy in the future.
I've spent so much time in the monastery I don't even count anymore. The life and theology of eastern orthodoxy is what really attracts me, although it is a bit harder for me to convert if I do so for, unlike most of converts of the modern age, I don't have many problems with my current faith.
I never "fell out", or got massively disappointed by my faith, I just find eastern orthodoxy more complete. It's a bit hard ngl.

I participated in the chaos of the 4cuck debacle on the sharty today, was fun.
I realized it was way more fun than whenever I check back up on here, but yeah that's another story.
I'm probably not going to come back here and be massively active again. So while I'm at it, Broot and Doll already know this but @Joe Biden is my alt account. I created it while I was a mod to counter attack Konata's reaction nuking of @lifesucksthenyoudie. Never got banned so I started baiting on it.

Anyway, apart from that, I'm soon gonna finally leave college, and it's also about time to start hiking again, so I'll send photos maybe.
Anyway, God bless.
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See ya, best of luck in whatever you do in the future
 
mdr ne deviens pas pasteur la religion organisée est mal
 
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