Autism does talking to people 1-on-1 online make anyone else want to die

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every time i make a friend online they always assume i dont like/care about them because i take 2-3 hours to respond a lot. it's not because i'm busy, just that i fucking dread the thought of having to spend 30 seconds to type a response. and on the rare occasions where i have a full conversation i get exhausted after 10 minutes, to the point of needing to physically lie down in bed because it's so resource-intensive to my brain.

it's weird because if it's in a group (two other people or more) i don't have this problem at all. i'm guessing it's because the pressure isn't all on me.

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every time i make a friend online they always assume i dont like/care about them because i take 2-3 hours to respond a lot. it's not because i'm busy, just that i fucking dread the thought of having to spend 30 seconds to type a response.
Is this because you're anxious about what they'd think and self censor yourself or can you just not think of anything to say
and on the rare occasions where i have a full conversation i get exhausted after 10 minutes, to the point of needing to physically lie down in bed because it's so resource-intensive to my brain.
Definitely due to 'tism
 
i've done tons of 1-on-1's before irl and it's just boring to me, not distressing
 
No, I don't have this problem.

I've had two whole people DM me on this site and both times i nearly shit myself worrying about responding.
NiggerRigger snuck into my PMs twice and I dreaded it only because I don't want to chat with him due to his persistenence and nuisance behavior, and because he expects you to always be on, and to respond and give you an answer every time he replies back to you because he's a selfish fuck o algo.
 
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