dilating is making me depressed :/

[Jakomir]

i had bottom surgery 2 weeks ago yesterday and things have gone very well and i’m very happy with my result so far. however, having to dilate 3 times a day is really getting to me. it feels like my whole life revolves around dilating right now when all i want to do is rest because i’m so tired. it’s so boring and painful and i end up putting it off for ages and having to do all my dilations in quite a short period of time which i’m worried is causing me to gradually lose depth. i have to carry on with 3 times a day for another 6 and a half weeks and that just feels like such a long time rn :/ i also have ocd and with these two things paired together, most of my day is taken up by what feels like chores. i kinda just wanted to vent but any advice would be amazing <3

 

[MeursaultLE]

i had bottom surgery 2 weeks ago yesterday and things have gone very well and i’m very happy with my result so far. however, having to dilate 3 times a day is really getting to me. it feels like my whole life revolves around dilating right now when all i want to do is rest because i’m so tired. it’s so boring and painful and i end up putting it off for ages and having to do all my dilations in quite a short period of time which i’m worried is causing me to gradually lose depth. i have to carry on with 3 times a day for another 6 and a half weeks and that just feels like such a long time rn :/ i also have ocd and with these two things paired together, most of my day is taken up by what feels like chores. i kinda just wanted to vent but any advice would be amazing <3

enough with the tranny bait go to sleep nigga .

 

[raepson industries .ltc]

enough with the tranny bait go to sleep nigga .

Fucking assholes. It's always black and brown women, too smdh. Also it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so fucking disturbing how many people fantasize about people who have been sent to jail getting raped. It's so disturbing and disgusting and just downright sick. I immediately don't trust people who say things like that. They are NOT safe people to be around. It's so fucked up how this country dehumanizes anyone who the police say committed a crime. It's so disturbing how much Americans violently despise people who break the law as if breaking the law has any morality inherently attached to it at all. There is literally nothing morally wrong with breaking a government's made up rules. I can't stand people who believe breaking the law is wrong in and of itself as opposed to believing the fact that it is the actions that matter, not whether or not they were legal. They're the same people who think health insurance corporations don't have any blood on their hands because it's all legal. Brain dead fuckin sheep

 

[MeursaultLE]

Fucking assholes. It's always black and brown women, too smdh. Also it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so fucking disturbing how many people fantasize about people who have been sent to jail getting raped. It's so disturbing and disgusting and just downright sick. I immediately don't trust people who say things like that. They are NOT safe people to be around. It's so fucked up how this country dehumanizes anyone who the police say committed a crime. It's so disturbing how much Americans violently despise people who break the law as if breaking the law has any morality inherently attached to it at all. There is literally nothing morally wrong with breaking a government's made up rules. I can't stand people who believe breaking the law is wrong in and of itself as opposed to believing the fact that it is the actions that matter, not whether or not they were legal. They're the same people who think health insurance corporations don't have any blood on their hands because it's all legal. Brain dead fuckin sheep

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[MeursaultLE]

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speaking in binary is aryan or something

 

[KingCargo]

speaking in binary is aryan or something

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