Baqqrih's Journal

Well, I thank you for your concern, man. I don't really need anything right now to "make me happy" again. I'll just simmer down eventually. Thanks, though, bud.
I'm glad you'll simmer down. You're welcome.
 
Some sort of little creature has appeared on my wall. I’m not sure what I want to do with him. He’s just been watching me for the past hour, moving around a little bit to make himself comfortable. I’m not sure if I want to slay him or just evict him from my home.
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As I typed this he just ran across my wall, giving me a brief but immense fright. I’m guessing he overheard me and now he’s trying to fight back. He leaves me no choice, sadly. I will post an update after I duel him.
keep it, it looks nice
 
Noticed something about Ritz crackers today
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what does the symbol mean
It's a dharma wheel, a symbol used in a few of the Eastern religions, and very commonly in Buddhism. The eight spokes represent the Buddha's teaching of the Eightfold Path. I doubt Ritz is trying to express this as well with its crackers, but I found humor in recognizing the pattern present in either shape.
 
Here’s an excerpt I found some fascination in from page 51 of Yukio Mishima’s 1968 essay Sun and Steel
>One letter that still remains very vivid in my mind was written in pencil on a piece of rice-paper in a youthful, almost careless scribble. If my memory is not mistaken, it was to the following effect, and broke off abruptly in just this fashion:
>“At the moment I am full of life, my whole body overflowing with youth and strength. It seems impossible that I shall be dead in three hours’ time. And yet... ”
>When someone seeks to tell the truth, words always falter in this way. I can almost see him now, fumbling for words: not from shyness, nor from fear, for the naked truth inevitably produces this verbal stumbling; but, rather, as a sign of a certain rough quality about truth itself. The young man in question had no long-drawn-out void left in which to await the absolute, nor did he have time to wind things up with words in a leisurely way. As he hurtled towards death, his final everyday phrases seized on a moment when the feeling for life, like chloroform in the strange headiness it produces, had temporarily benumbed his spirit’s awareness of the end, and, like a well-loved dog leaping up at its master, came rushing out upon him, only to be dashed rudely aside.
 
Below is a prayer from Saint Isaac the Syrian. This one I find utterly marvelous. No wonder we are to ask the Saints to pray for us and our brethren!
>I prostrate myself, Lord, at the throne of Your majesty, I who am dust and ashes and the dregs of humanity. A thousand upon thousands of angels and countless legions of seraphim offer You, the holy Nature hidden from the senses and knowledge of all created beings, spiritual worship in the hiddenness of their natures with their fiery praises and their holy impulses; for You are close at hand, Lord, with Your assistance to everyone at all times of need, and Your door is open in season and out of season for the entreaties of all. You do not abhor sinners nor does Your Majesty feel loathing for the souls which are stained with all kinds of sins; rather, You draw up everyone from endless evils, including me, Lord, who am utterly defiled, seeing that You have held me worthy to fall down before You on my face and make bold to pronounce Your holy name with my mouth, even though I am a vessel full of uncleanness and not worthy to be numbered among the children of Adam.
>‘Grant me, Lord, that I may be made holy by praising You, and be made pure by the remembrance of You; renew my life with a transformation of mind and with beneficial thoughts which You, in Your grace, stir within me. Be a guide to my mind in my meditation on You, and make me forget my stumbling conduct through a renewal of mind which You instill in me. Stir up within me requests that are beneficial, with my will in accordance with Your will, for it is You who give prayer to those who pray. Imprint in me a single will, one which gazes towards You at all times, and a deliberation which is never weakened in its hope of You by continual deaths for Your sake. Grant, Lord, that I do not pray before You with unfeeling words with the lips only, but may I spread prostrate on the ground in hidden humility of heart and repentance of mind.
 
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