Autism anyone else just get really anxious in voice calls

When I used to use 'cord I didn't VC much, most of the time it was only with 2+ people so it wouldn't be awkward. I had to force myself to talk and actually put the words out of my mouth, it was like pulling teeth. But sometimes it was fun, even if people were only being nice to me out of pity.
 
whenever im in a voice call or video call talking to my family im fine, but if its a friend or a stranger i completely shut down, i cant speak properly and i start overthinking everything i say
i dont remember the last time i called one of my friends, but eveytime they tried to call me i just say some shit like "im busy" or "i cant right now im outside"
lol pussy
 
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