Nigga I don't know how to tell you this but you're just wrong. You can see the effects of E on people who take it. It very clearly makes them look more feminine. I don't like being gaslit about what I see with my own eyes.
I don't know! Probably just a female version of myself. But maybe I can try to make one from media I like, other people did that and it worked for them.
I'm sorry but this is just a lie. Hormones can very much change how you look. Granted I'm past puperty and my bone structure can't change much...
Take hormones and probably do facial feminization surgery or other procedures like that along the way
It's not schizophrenia! Schizophrenia is a genetic disease and always detrimental to your life. That's different from tulpas
I'm just interested in creating one
It takes much longer than that...
The difference is that one is a fabrication from a 2000 year old book and the other is - at the very least - a psychological phenomenon that has been studied.
It's not about the self hypnosis part, it's about the end result. Being able to speak with someone in your mind. I just think it's really...
No, schizophrenia is different. That's a genetic disease you're born with, and its intrusive thoughts are almost always hostile, neither do they come from any actual being.
Can you elaborate? Thats super interesting
What you're experiencing are hypnagogic hallucinations, and they're not tulpas because tulpas aren't just voices, they're beings that live in your mind.
You can tell you have a tulpa if you can "converse" with it and ask it questions, and it responds with thoughts that aren't your own.