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I don't get why you think I am legitimately a pedophile besides things that have been taken out of context from the AAP thread. I (did) get excited at the idea of being a young man but that's only because I associated it with higher libidos, I did not have a libido directed at the idea of being a young man in and of itself. (part 1)

When I said excited, I meant it precisely like that - I have never once masturbated to the idea of being underage. And I have never once masturbated to underage individuals beyond the age of 15 or so. I'm working on lessening my lust in general.

Addendum in case this is taken out of context, no, I never masturbated to CSAM or 'p, I meant I imagined classmates or crushes.