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This sobriety thing is'nt working out
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I was supposed to have a good nigth aka go to a club with a hot Cuban girl and her friend (also a 10/10 girl but white) however i did not.
Long story short i wanted to make the nigth better by getting some cocaine but i ended up only buying 5 speed pills.
Took 1.5pills via snorting (about .5 pill got wasted by falling on the floor while crushing but what ever i paid 5 bucks for 5 pills) along with 1 pill orally with a sugar free redbull.
Took 2 shots of vodka in a Bar.
All of this was from 6:20 to 6:40 PM EST so about 5 hours ago as of writing this.
I used all the speed by about 9pm.
Got into a theathre thing were they had a improv thing.
The improv was funny i guress migth come back.
Go to club friends are supposed to be at 10pm.
Bouncer tell's me i cant enter since im 17.
I decide to go for it and while he cards a group of people i try jumping over the barrier and running for it however the club is much smaller than i expected.
I resist beating the shit out of him as i know this would just make the sirtuation worse.
For those who think im drunk and saying shit to sound though, i am 200lbs 6'1 and this 20 something year old algerian was like below average heigth and sure he had big arms but he was unable to move my arms to be behind my back while taking me out aka he was not super strong.
Yeah so after that i went to another club and it sucked since i the girls were at the other club.
I came home and smoked weed for the first time in 36 hours.
 
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Huh. That sounds horrible. Why did you do that to yourself? Do you think that these decisions were wise? They sound pretty stupid to me.
 
I like having sex with women.
Well, I was particularly referring to the drug abuse. However, to also bring up adultery, why don't you just go and find a woman who you feel love for to marry?
 
Well, I was particularly referring to the drug abuse. However, to also bring up adultery, why don't you just go and find a woman who you feel love for to marry?
If i find one sure but like everybody i meet (mostly girls) are like the most profoundly retarded people. (im also a retard but jesus christ everybody is stupid) I do not want a stupid Cuban bitch as a wife or even a girlfriend id rather have a fat smart wife than a 10/10 sexy girlfriend. I fuck stupid whore and date smart girls!
 
If i find one sure but like everybody i meet (mostly girls) are like the most profoundly retarded people. (im also a retard but jesus christ everybody is stupid) I do not want a stupid Cuban bitch as a wife or even a girlfriend id rather have a fat smart wife than a 10/10 sexy girlfriend. I fuck stupid whore and date smart girls!
Why do you think an intelligent woman would want a guy who sleeps around, gets fucked up on substances, and goes to clubs? You’re ruining your chances and dooming yourself to shallow relationships with retarded whores.
 
Why do you think an intelligent woman would want a guy who sleeps around, gets fucked up on substances, and goes to clubs? You’re ruining your chances and dooming yourself to shallow relationships with retarded whores.
Im 17, ive wasted my teens i wont waste my young adult life i wanna go out and do stuff. I do more than party i play DND and i am top of my class in everything execpt physical education (i hate team sports that dont include physical violence and i was the 2nd best atlethe during the physical aptitude test) i was looking for a quick fuck with a stupid slut with a big butt not a relationship.
 
Im 17, ive wasted my teens i wont waste my young adult life i wanna go out and do stuff. I do more than party i play DND and i am top of my class in everything execpt physical education (i hate team sports that dont include physical violence and i was the 2nd best atlethe during the physical aptitude test) i was looking for a quick fuck with a stupid slut with a big butt not a relationship.
You missed the entire point of what I said.
 
what the fuck man you need serious help. I mean serious, weed, speed, vodka, and cocaine? even porn is more addictive than cocaine while having less side effects other than you wanting to rape voluptuous women. You're 17 you got a whole future ahead of you.
 
what the fuck man you need serious help. I mean serious, weed, speed, vodka, and cocaine? even porn is more addictive than cocaine while having less side effects other than you wanting to rape voluptuous women. You're 17 you got a whole future ahead of you.
Rape? Nigga im not like that, i dont fuck with that shit. Also its spring break i dont do harder drugs than weed/booze regularly anymore.
 
Rape? Nigga im not like that, i dont fuck with that shit. Also its spring break i dont do harder drugs than weed/booze regularly anymore.
I meant fuck, I don't know how tf rape got into that reply.
 
Also we can add meth to the list since ive had these exact same pills before and the test kit came back positive with meth. (Its mostly regular amphetamine salts cut with a bit of meth not much im guessing)
 
Also we can add meth to the list since ive had these exact same pills before and the test kit came back positive with meth. (Its mostly regular amphetamine salts cut with a bit of meth not much im guessing)
You look like someone I know, by the way you mix substance like it's a commonwealth cocktail
 
I was supposed to have a good nigth aka go to a club with a hot Cuban girl and her friend (also a 10/10 girl but white) however i did not.
Long story short i wanted to make the nigth better by getting some cocaine but i ended up only buying 5 speed pills.
Took 1.5pills via snorting (about .5 pill got wasted by falling on the floor while crushing but what ever i paid 5 bucks for 5 pills) along with 1 pill orally with a sugar free redbull.
Took 2 shots of vodka in a Bar.
All of this was from 6:20 to 6:40 PM EST so about 5 hours ago as of writing this.
I used all the speed by about 9pm.
Got into a theathre thing were they had a improv thing.
The improv was funny i guress migth come back.
Go to club friends are supposed to be at 10pm.
Bouncer tell's me i cant enter since im 17.
I decide to go for it and while he cards a group of people i try jumping over the barrier and running for it however the club is much smaller than i expected.
I resist beating the shit out of him as i know this would just make the sirtuation worse.
For those who think im drunk and saying shit to sound though, i am 200lbs 6'1 and this 20 something year old algerian was like below average heigth and sure he had big arms but he was unable to move my arms to be behind my back while taking me out aka he was not super strong.
Yeah so after that i went to another club and it sucked since i the girls were at the other club.
I came home and smoked weed for the first time in 36 hours.
Im 17, ive wasted my teens i wont waste my young adult life i wanna go out and do stuff. I do more than party i play DND and i am top of my class in everything execpt physical education (i hate team sports that dont include physical violence and i was the 2nd best atlethe during the physical aptitude test) i was looking for a quick fuck with a stupid slut with a big butt not a relationship.
Also we can add meth to the list since ive had these exact same pills before and the test kit came back positive with meth. (Its mostly regular amphetamine salts cut with a bit of meth not much im guessing)
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TL;DR Insane twat, he is a vocalist and musician who was always strung out on substances. Your posts in this thread reminded me of him.

Example [For context; Ryder is the insane twat]:
>The constant crack use saw him inflicted with a throat infection, rendering the chance of recording vocals impossible. Whelan let Ryder stay at his place in an effort to spur lyrics out of him. When Shaun Ryder ran out of money to buy more crack, he ended up selling dealers his clothes.
 
TL;DR Insane twat, he is a vocalist and musician who was always strung out on substances. Your posts in this thread reminded me of him.

Example [For context; Ryder is the insane twat]:
>The constant crack use saw him inflicted with a throat infection, rendering the chance of recording vocals impossible. Whelan let Ryder stay at his place in an effort to spur lyrics out of him. When Shaun Ryder ran out of money to buy more crack, he ended up selling dealers his clothes.
Nah i like stims on occasion but i hate the comedowns too much and dont touch crack, opiates or benzos. When i get fucked up i go junkie but i like not being a speed/meth head.
 
Nah i like stims on occasion but i hate the comedowns too much and dont touch crack, opiates or benzos. When i get fucked up i go junkie but i like not being a speed/meth head.
Essentially, I was taking a jab at your situation and was calling you an eccentric nutcase.

Also come the fuck on man? "I don't touch crack but I love me some meth"
That's like, "Oh I'm an alcoholic, I drink whiskey, but at least I don't drink vodka." what difference does it make?
It's all shit and it fucks with your body.

You're an addict at 17 and if you don't pull yourself up by the bootstraps you likely never will, you need help.
 
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