You know what soygoy, I'm not gonna hate you for being like this. You remind me of me when I was a 13 tear old lad. I too used to take everything seriously, being a seriousnigger and I wouldn't give a fuck about anything else than my shitty niche hobbies nobody cared about.
But one day, something took everything that I had, I was locked up, I couldn't eat, sleep or do anything. I would cherish the few hours of the outside world that I got. I started to finally appreciate things in life.
I see the fun side now, I'm always smiling.
I stopped caring about whatever some random nigger said about me, I didn't care if I lost in a video game, I just purely started living the true life.
Hopefully you can get to this stage too.
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