listen lil nigga
i know you're not him but saying shit like "theres nothing worse than feeling like you're not contributing to society" is incredibly normie behaviour and very NPC-like, you're fucking programmed to feel like you have to get a job to help random people with shit you don't care about, all for what, money? if you want an indepth explanation, i'll give it now, feel free to ignore it. but it should come as no surprise that i don't want a job and i don't want to go to university. i couldn't give a single damn about retail, or engineering, or hairdressing or literally anything anywhere and lets be honest, nobody wants me to work for them anyways, if you want a job, you have to go get it, nobody in society is asking ME specifically for my help.
with that side, what am i good for anyways? I can make videogames, i can make music, i can make art and sooner or later i'll be able to deal with animals and farm stuff, now who the fuck is asking me specifically to do shit for them and why do they need me? nobody. the only person who benefits from me and my skills is myself and theres nothing wrong with that. that is exactly how things work. I'm sure that engineers are engineers because they like engineering or whatever or have always loved cars but for me, it's always been software and vidya and nothing else, if you think I grew up with basically no skills whatsoever and am useless to society, then you're probably right, so obviously, why would i get a job? I have no want to do anything in that regard or get experience to do something so boring and so fucking mundane when I could be doing far better shit like creating games and making a company and helping out my family, etc.
as for social life, i have autism, it's always been a struggle, i've had friends and lost them, it's a hill of which i have to keep climbing and keep dealing with over and over again. but i'm not scared of people, no longer scared of large crowds either, we live in a society that needs us to have the interest and the will to do things otherwise i just wouldn't do them. i've been in a point in my life where i wanted to get a job just to get one but now i just don't care. i don't want a job, i don't care about socializing with old people or normiefaggots, i found my home here on the schlog and i'm staying here whether you like it not, so why the fuck would you go and suggest pushing me off and telling me to get a job when im not qualified to get any job, don't want to waste YEARS AND YEARS OF MY LIFE on SHITTY UNIVERSITY DEGREES that will just waste more time i could be using towards socializing and passion projects and enjoying life but instead no, all of you want me to waste my life waste my money traveling miles to some fucking university getting useless degrees i dont want in shit i dont care about to get a job i dont care about for money i dont even want. if my mother wants all of my autism money she can have it and there, i have provided for the family. i dont give a shit about money, i dont care.
tldr no thank you
